Holding That Thought
©November 1999 by FParis

I hold your memory so near, it hurt to let it go …
therefore, I never will again, but cannot let you know …
it’s not the thing you want to hear; I have to hold that thought,
so I will keep in mind all of the lessons that you taught.

I cannot tell you what I feel, nor what it means to me …
to have to hold emotions in, that need to be set free.
I wonder if you’ll ever know exactly how I feel?
I highly doubt if that could be something I should reveal.

Everyday, I miss you more, the less I see of you …
and where I stand, I know it tends to block my point of view ...
nonetheless, I choose to stand exactly where I fell …
but you will never know this part … for I will never tell!