Feeling
©September 5, 1999 by Sue B.

Feeling what is in my heart today,
brings me closer to your soul tomorrow.
I long to tell you what I cannot,
that I need the touch of you.
The desire of my heart leads my body,
in all directions at once.
Yet my mind too paralyzed to move,
so I stay in fear of losing you.
And with this fear comes the reality,
that I almost have lost the love I desire.
Wishing to change the ways of my mind,
to equal that of my heart.
I struggle daily to show you the new me,
what I am becoming for you, for us...